wtf. holidays are called holidays for a fucking reason, no? (Sorry for the f word, shows that i'm really really pissed.) After studying for 5mth away from everything, dont i have the right to take a break and hang out with my friends? But unfortunately, My paps just has that stubborn old fashion thinking that i'm just returning back to sg just to SEE everyone that i've missed and i have to continue studying when i'm back in sg, on a holiday, when my exams just ended 2weeks ago. WTF? Past holidays in sg weren't like that! And what do you want me to study anyways?! Fine, i'll go to the library to borrow some books tmr. Just cant stand my parents driving down my neck, when i have experienced absolute freedom back in aus. It's really not that easy to have your freedom stripped away from you just because you got back home within 8hrs. The irritating thing is that paps only emphasises on the days that i'm out, and ignores the prison days at home. And whats worse is that when i'm jailed at home, no one's in. So whats the fucking reason of coming back and staying at home then?! I can just continue skyping with my friends and family back in melbourne!
Urgh, I hate my anger management. While typing this, i can feel my anger diffusing through the air. I have absolutely no backbone. Oh wells, maybe it's a good thing from another point of view. (Thats probably why i cant get mad at youknwwho.)
Finally had that multipostponing dinner with gabriel liong. Chinatown is by far the warmest place ever with no breeze at all. Partly cos I had a cardigan on, which added on to the heatwave I experienced during dinner. I really like hanging out at liangcourt with boss and ladyboss. What's best is the free ride home which allows me to avoid that extremely long distance home. So, if i have time and my paps stops nagging, i'll work for them. Planned to go down there before clubbing to chill for awhile, but the whole plan's diverted to picking up my cousin from the airport tmr. Oh wells, next week then! :))
I should be happy.I should be proud.I should be.
