I'm so dead. I know i'm suppose to be burying my head into all the books but instead i'm at blogger.com, typing out my redundant thoughts. But even when i'm not blogging, i'm either at facebook or just staring in blank space. So, i've decided to acknowledge the opportunity costs and write down some stuff for others' reading pleasure, which is so much more enriching and purposeful than giving my energy away to blank spaces.
I should really get that shirt from threadless,
Oh wait, i already it.
Technically(Truthfully) speaking, i am no where close with being done with studying even one unit for my exams. In a week, I've only been able to cover half a textbook for accounting, which the contents are not anywhere near my brain after having my housemate testing me some questions, a scan through on comm law and beginning to start on my 19chapters of marketing which is due next monday. That leaves me with 2 more days before the horror commences. I'm really on the verge on giving up and just sitting for the exams unprepared. I have lost all forms of motivation and purpose to even keep my eyes on the pages and to work my brain trying to remember it. Will it be okay if i failed and have to retake the unit? I guess i wont be returning my parents a favour if i fail my final exams. Perhaps that's the only string holding me on to the exams. I once deceived myself in thinking that overseas universities are an escape from examinations, and just plainly being graded by our assignments. Coincidentally met up that long lost friend of mine and saw how prepared he was for exams that i'm starting to get all stressed out and ready to give up studying. As gabriel said, essays are all about bull shitting. I'm really leaning on the idea of just crapping out stuff for the essays in that 2hrs given. That would be just Awesome.
Dont get me wrong, i kinda like studying and incorporating new information into that puny brain of mine. I'll be way coool if i get good grades! But what i hate is the cramming of 50chapters into that small space of hippocampus and amygdala of mine (What is thought to help process memory)!
Ohwells, I shall stop whining and get back to those mundane content books! After i get a long cooled shower that is! The weather was extremely hot today, that i dread the day going back sg. It's only 18degrees here and it felt like i was at the sahara desert! I guess i have to wear bikini out when i get back to sg then! Bypassers, beware.
I am a procrastinator. Fear me.
