a mask?

mmm.i dunno.

i know i do have lots of troubles deep down.

but my happyface to my friends is definitely not a fake front.

maybe i'm just a too happy-go-lucky person.

when laughter starts, my troubles just fade away.

i think they just need some random occurence to be pointed out.

but when those events happen, i'll put down my mask and face it.

and no worries kay!when i have problems, i wont face it alone.

i know you guys will be there for me (:

it's just that the troubles now are just a little superficial to be mentioned and consult about? plus i think i just want to enjoy every minute. i know it sounds like i'm avoiding my troubles. but i rather be happy than worrying too much about everything.

personal choice perhaps?

my brain is maybe like a hotel-lift music.

throwing all the tension away, just enjoying the smooth and light music.

(:

thanks for being there you guys!

love you!

:)